So, here I am…

laying in bed, about to fall asleep.  Half done the missions course, the only thing standing in my way of being accepted as an SM.  This is going to be a huge leap of faith.  I know that I shouldn’t create any form of expectations in my mind, but I already have.  This is going to be a year of my life, completely devoted to God and His works.  I only hope that He will work through me in ways that I could never imagine.  I hope that I’m strong enough to do this.  I hope that I’m open enough to adapt to new situations and trials.  God, please give me courage.  Please hold my heart as I dive into these new, uncharted waters.  Please catch me as I take the leap of faith.

He said go.  So, here I am.